The Ancient Path - Book Review

Why should we read the Spiritual Fathers (and who ARE they)?  The first time I had heard of the Spiritual Fathers and why we should read them was in my hermeneutics class in seminary.  Dr. Wolfe sparked my interest when he explained that yes, we have the Bible and that’s all we need for salvation and faith, but we have a rich heritage of faith and understanding from those who lived in the decades and centuries nearest to Jesus and we should listen to them.  John Michael Talbot, with Mike Aquilina, continues the conversation in the book The Ancient Path: Old Lessons from the Church Fathers for a New Life Today.

John Talbot, musician and host of the television program All Things Are Possible,  introduces the Spiritual Fathers and what they have to teach us about Jesus Christ, salvation, community, prayer, the public work, charity, stewardship of the earth, and singing.  He explains that in essence, nothing has changed, while in development, much has changed.  While revelation has not changed, we must grow in our understanding of it. In this building of the spiritual temple of living stones, we firmly rest on what comes before but we take our own place “where no stone has rested before”.  We have our place within a great tradition. 

One practical way of drawing nearer to God on the ancient path, he explained, is to pray, “Jesus Christ, Son of God, have mercy on me, a sinner,” as a breathing prayer that trains our focus on Him – not a vain repetition, not a mere intellectual exercise, but a cry from the heart.  Another practical way of deepening your faith is to recognize the trapping of possessions; whether in poverty or rich, possessions that preoccupy the mind and distract us can keep us from God.  He touches on these practices and ideas of drawing nearer to God through those of the Spiritual Fathers. 

John Michael Talbot weaves the importance of the Spiritual Fathers and their lessons into his own story of the founding of the Little Portion Hermitage and then the fire in 2008.    At the hermitage, they lived by the ‘ancient way’ -- living close to the land, honoring nature, establishing relationships with local growers, raising their own crops and livestock when possible, and sponsoring a school of simply living so that modern families can also travel the ancient path of simplicity.  They followed rules for common life based on the ascetical council of the Desert Fathers, an “old-fashioned way to be new.”  They chose to live in voluntary poverty and voluntary community of good, like Acts 2:44-45, sharing in all things.  Their goal was to simplify and declutter their lives, living simply and in tune with nature.  As the chapel and books went up in flames during the catastrophic fire, a turning point occurred.  He says, “I had consumed all those many books long before the fire consumed them. The last time I saw them, they had indeed ‘become all flame.’ Now I need to become what I found in them. I need to become all fire, with a blaze that can consume the world.” (p.25)

I was delighted to discover that while I was traveling on spring break, I would only be four miles from Little Portion Hermitage.  However, when I checked the website for directions, I discovered that as of that very day, it was changing owners and operators, no longer called the Little Portion Hermitage.  What happened?  He said he had been the founder of it three decades ago, the ‘spiritual father’, and now that he released his book, it had crumbled?  I didn’t visit. 

Then I read the last chapter after returning home and discovered that John Talbot had already planned his departure before the book was published, beginning a new adventure on the road in ministry at this new season of his life.  Maybe he truly had “become all fire” and God will use him in a ‘blaze that can consume the world’.  Meanwhile, I am curious if the new owners will operate under the same rules for common life and the ascetic way, or if it will just become a church retreat center. 

If you need in introduction to the Spiritual Fathers or would like your interest to be ignited, this book is a great place to start.  Also, if you are interested in John Talbot’s life, you will find his tale weaved within it.  If you are looking for depth into what each of the Spiritual Fathers taught, he recommends various books in his notes in the back of the book.   For more information about the book, check out the web page and the author bio.  


I received a complimentary copy of this book from Image Publishing in exchange for my honest review.

Simply Open - Book Review

God is open with us, yet a Great Mystery.  He desires us to know Him, but no matter how much we pursue, we never fully arrive or understand.  His hugeness cannot be contained in our doctrinal boxes, codified dogmas, or even the Bible.  If we want to grow, deepen, and understand Him, ourselves, others, and the world around us, we must be open to Him.  A simple, ordinary workday can be transformed into a deeper, spiritual journey if we integrate the contemplative path into it.  The purpose of the contemplative path is to choose simple disciplines to increasingly open ourselves to God and His presence and work in and around us.  Greg Paul, pastor and author, describes how we can merge the contemplative path with everyday life in his book Simply Open: A Guide to Experiencing God in the Everyday.

Our five senses can provide a path deeper into the great mystery of God, the Creator and Sustainer.  Greg Paul leads us how we can be open to God in everyday life through our five sense -  our eyes, ears, nostrils, mouth, hands, as well as our minds and hearts.  In each of these, he describes the cycle of releasing, receiving, becoming, and doing.  He explains that the path is not linear or sequential as described in his book, but as we move further along the path, we will find how all the senses and the cycles assimilate beautifully.

My favorite part of the book was Greg Paul’s discussion of certainty.  Surprisingly, I agree that certainty is the enemy of faith and the enemy of openness to God.  Our faith grows most in the presence of uncertainty, when we stop trusting our own judgment so hard and be willing to consider new perspectives, approaches, abilities, and modes of doing or being.  The practices in this book to open ourselves up to experiencing God are ways that He can gradually transform us as we seek Him.  I highly recommend this book.  


I received a complimentary copy of this book from Thomas Nelson in exchange for my honest review.

My Favorite Books of 2014

Last year I resolved to read more slowly, to choose books of depth that would require thinking, meditating, and savoring rather than devouring.  I pretty much failed and ended up reading 90-100 books in 2014, very few of which were on my to-read list that I posted in January. My interests changed, and as I look over my list, I read 14 spiritual memoirs, which are currently my new favorite genre. 

Here were my favorite reads of 2014 that I would recommend:

Spiritual memoirs:
  1. Faith Unraveled: How a Girl Who Knew All the Answers Learned to Ask Questions, by Rachel Held Evans  
  2. Girl at the End of the World, by Elizabeth Esther
  3. Flunking Sainthood, by Jana Riess
  4. Rare Birds, by Anna Whiston-Donaldson
  5. A New Kind of Christian, by Brian McLaren

 Spiritual Growth:
  1. Mere Churchianity, by Michael Spencer
  2. Misreading Scripture with Western Eyes, by E.R. Richards and B.J. O’Brien
  3. The Jesus Creed, by Scot McKnight
  4. Almost Catholic: An Appreciation of History, Practice, and Mystery, by Jon Sweeney
  5. My Sisters, the Saints, by Colleen Carroll Campbell
Fiction (for the thrill of escape):
  1. The Red Tent, by Anita Diamant
  2. What Kind of Mother Are You? By Paula Daly
  3. Big Little Lies, by Liane Moriarty 
Other Nonfiction:
  1. The Unthinkable: Who Survives When Disaster Strikes and Why, by Amanda Ripley
  2. David & Goliath: Underdogs, Misfits, and the Art of Battling Giants, by Malcolm Gladwell
  3. Surviving Survival: The Art and Science of Resilience, by Laurence Gonzales

Churched: One Kid's Journey Toward God Despite a Holy Mess

Matthew Paul Turner tells his story of growing up in a fundamentalist church in his book Churched: One Kid’s Journey Toward God Despite a Holy Mess.  This story is not the typical anti-fundie, bitter rant, but rather, a light-hearted humorous story that will make you laugh without feeling disrespectful.  He shows how his upbringing helped him love Jesus despite the many foibles of the fundie culture.  I imagine that every church contains the types of characters that cross his path, and if you were conservatively “churched”, you may find you know these people too.  Somehow he manages to tell his story in a light but profound manner, humorous without sarcasm.  His giftedness with penning words to his journey is exceptional and his writing style is delightful.

My favorite part of this book was the surprise of the last chapter, his ‘benediction’, where he gives a too-brief summary of his journey of leaving fundamentalism, dabbling in Calvinism and non-denominational churches, a brief stint in Catholicism, and finally landing in a community church – one that is not perfect, but a group of people where he can fit as he grapples with being a different kind of Christian.  If he puts this part of his journey in a sequel, I’ll be the first in line to buy it!

I am now a new Matthew Turner fan.  Check out his blog at: www.matthewpaulturner.com for a sample of his diverse writing styles and some thought-provoking reading.

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I received a complimentary copy of this book from WaterBrook Press in exchange for my honest review.

The Sacred Year - Book Review

What can the spiritual practices of the ancients of 1500 years ago teach me that is relevant to my relationship with God and others in this post-modern age?  What purpose can these practices serve in this high-strung, hurried and superficial world where we seek to define ourselves and our significance through social media?  I am recently learning about how to walk the tightrope between contemplation and action, finding balance between them both while deepening my faith and being transformed.

In The Scared Year, Michael Yankoski shares the story of his existential crisis and then his journey prompted by the inner turmoil that sent him away from “the shallow, and façade-obsessed existence” he was living and toward a pursuit of depth and intimacy with God manifested in his love for others. Through a conversational style, he connects with the reader through his insightful stories as he explores 18 spiritual practices that he divides into three categories: 1) Depth with self (e.g. practices of attentiveness, daily examen, simplicity); 2) Depth with God (e.g. confession, Sabbath, pilgrimage); and 3) depth with others (e.g. gratitude, justice, caring). 

His discussion of the spiritual practices are far from dry, and his book is aptly subtitled: “Mapping the Soulscape of Spiritual Practice – How Contemplating Apples, Living in a Cave, and Befriending a Dying Woman Revived My Life.” While he spent a sacred year diving into these practices, he emphasizes that it’s not enough to accomplish them and check them off a list at the end.  They require a lifetime to come into full maturity and to bring forth the intended fruit. 

I highly recommend this book for anyone who wants to increase their capacity for depth in life and to actually put a deeper spirituality into practice.  If we walk away inspired to incorporate even just one of these practices into our lifestyles, we will be changed.


I received a complimentary copy of this book from Thomas Nelson Publishing in exchange for my honest review.

Faith Shift: Finding Your Way Forward When Everything You Believe Is Coming Apart

Much of modern Christianity has been firmly built on “absolute truth” and conformity of beliefs.  Many Christians have begun to experience a shift in how to relate to God and the church.  We hit a barrier.  Things stop working in the ways we’re used to.  We notice inconsistencies in leadership and theology that never occurred to us before.  We start to experience spiritual vertigo.

Do you ever ask the questions like, “Why am I a Christian? Do I really believe in God? Is my whole life of faith a sham? Why have I given myself over to the church for years when it has consistently used me? How could I ever have believed some of the things I have been taught? Am I a blind sheep, following the herd from desperation to belong?” 

Do you ever feel like your faith is unraveling as you realize your list of “I don’t know’s” is growing?  Does the world no longer seem as black and white to you?  If not, or if you have no patience for people who ask these questions or feel these things, skip this post.  If so, keep reading!

Kathy Escobar (pastor, writer, advocate, speaker, and spiritual director in North Denver) defines the questioning of the systems to which we previously happily subscribed as a “faith shift”.  Some common experiences of faith shifters include:
  • A background in a faith system of very clear rules and expectations for participants,
  • A significant shift in your relationship with God and/or the church,
  • Uncertainty about whom to trust with your thoughts and emotions,
  • Discomfort in once-welcoming communities and groups,
  • Fear that maybe you are the problem, that you are wrong, sinful, or deceived.

In her book Faith Shift: Finding Your Way Forward When Everything You Believe is Coming Apart, Escobar discusses her flexible model of the faith shifting process based on her observations of the stages that faith shifters tend to experience and shows that the shift is a progression. She explains the spiritual journey in terms of fusing, shifting, and unraveling. This can result in returning, severing, or rebuilding.  Everyone’s journey is different. 

Escobar insists that this book is not her memoir, a text book, or a self-help book with guaranteed results to squeeze out faith-challenging feelings and put you back in a spiritual box.    She is not giving easy answers or advice.  Rather, she acts as a facilitator, helping you put words to your experience, encouraging you to start the conversation with yourself, and re-assures by sharing stories of other’s experiences that can help you navigate your own unique faith shift.  She will help you process the shifting of your faith and show you that you can find your way to something more, something bigger and truer, without actually trying to tell you what it is.

I highly recommend this book to those who are questioning the things they always believed, and especially those who are unraveling from an identity within fundamental/evangelical Christian churches.  She will help you process, understand, and help you not to feel alone. And I speak from experience – as if she had crept into my head and heard all my thoughts, and then gave me the tools to rebuild a much larger faith that doesn’t have to be black and white, but many colors of a prism with so much mystery, freedom, and diversity to explore.  This book is top on my list of favorites for this season of my life.  You can get a taste of her writing and the topics in the book on her blog at www.kathyescobar.com.  For more information about the book, go here.


I received a complimentary copy of this book from Convergent Publishing in exchange for my honest review.

My Sisters the Saints: A Spiritual Memoir

The pilgrim who seeks God never travels alone.  Not just because Jesus walks with us, the Holy Spirit is in us, and the Father is watching over us, as supreme as this is.  But we are also not alone because of the believers who travel along the path with us, even the ones that have passed on to the other side before us, and the great cloud of witnesses.  Never has this truth seemed so real to me until I read Colleen Campbell’s spiritual memoir My Sisters the Saints.  While I am not a Catholic, I am fascinated by the Christ followers who have lived in the centuries before me, especially the ones who have traveled close to Jesus and leave behind examples of how we can become more like Jesus and grow in holiness.

Colleen Carroll Campbell shares her 15-year quest through her 20’s and 30’s to understand the meaning of her feminine identity in light of her Christian faith and culture shaped by modern feminism.  She was dissatisfied with answers from both secular feminists and anti-feminists as she waded through decisions about career and marriage.  However, she found unexpected friendships with six women in history who offered her grace and inspiration:  Teresa of Avila, Therese of Lisieux, Faustina of Poland, Edith Stein of Germany, Mother Teresa of Calcutta, and Mary of Nazareth.

Colleen weaves the story of her difficult life decisions on college, career, marriage, motherhood, and caring for her father with Alzheimer’s, with what each of these saints taught her along the way at the various seasons of her life.  Not only did I feel like Colleen was my own friend as I read her compelling story, I also felt like she acquainted me with these six women with whom I would also like to become friends and get to know even more.  I wish at the end of the book, she would have included a list of sources that she had used to become friends with these sister saints as well.

Any book that draws my heart closer to Jesus and inspires me to follow hard after Him is worth reading.  This book is definitely one of those.
 

I received a complimentary copy of this book from Image Publishing in exchange for my honest review.

Tables in the Wilderness - A Spiritual Memoir

Spiritual memoirs are my favorite genre right now, especially when I read snippets of the journeys of others that help me put words to my own.  Tables in the Wilderness: A Memoir of God Found, Lost, and Found Again, is Preston Yancey’s  journey of a faith that fell apart and what he found through the loss as he fit pieces back together. 


Preston claims to be a lifelong Texan-raised Southern Baptist who fell in love with reading saints, crossing himself, and high church spirituality.  This resonated with me, and I was really looking forward to identifying with his journey, especially since I have recently wrestled with changes in the meaning and practice of my faith at mid-life.  I was a little disappointed to find out Preston is fresh out of college, still in his 20’s.  However, even though his spiritual struggle takes place during his college years at Baylor University, I could relate to the way he found the God who is bigger and more mysterious than he ever thought.  

Preston writes in a style that connects, feeling like a friend sharing his story, albeit a somewhat annoying friend that you tolerate when they get on their high horse or go through spells of feeling whiny or emotional.  He is real and raw.  I would be especially interested in reading how he would reinterpret his journey 25 years from now and where his faith carries him.

I would recommend this book to those who are interested in reading spiritual memoirs, who have wrestled with their own faith and are interested in seeing how others have wrestled and thrived.  I would not recommend this book for the person who feels lost and is looking for answers. 


I received a complimentary copy of this book from Zondervan Publishing in exchange for my honest review.

Beyond Grocery-List Prayers

Praying is the key discipline to spiritual growth and gradual transformation, but do you ever feel like your default prayer mode is like bringing a grocery list to God?  Sometimes we struggle with how to pray meaningfully.  I have found that written prayers are a springboard for deepening my prayer life, especially when they also inspire and intertwine with my own spontaneous prayers.  I found an excellent praying catalyst in Kurt Bjorklund’s prayer book Prayers for Today: A Yearlong Journey of Contemplative Prayer

In this book, each day of prayer begins with a Scripture to pray, guiding us to think and pray God’s thoughts after Him.  Following the Scriptural prayer, he provides a prayer written or recited from classical and contemporary sources, many of which I found resonated with me, giving expression to the longings of my heart and soul.  At the bottom of the page, he supplies a prayer for today that prompts spontaneous prayer and reflection, digging into your own personal life and thoughts and turning them over to God.

Each day/page includes a few different styles of prayer, but Bjorklund also categorizes the prayers so that within each day, we focus on a single, particular type of prayers - thanksgiving, confession, affirmation, petition, renewal, praise, guidance, surrender, etc.  I found myself praying new things that I had never prayed before.  If you are looking for a way to revitalize your prayer life, this book provides the means to connecting with God on the great themes of His Word so that you can get to His heart and so that your heart reflects His.


I received a complimentary copy of this book from Moody Press in exchange for my honest review.

Loss and Love

As a parent, you try to do everything to protect your child to keep them safe, yet allowing them to spread their wings and practice moments of courage and bravery so that they can eventually leave the nest and soar.  When they are young, you teach them kindness, goodness, and integrity.  You protect them by locking up your cleaning supplies, teaching them not to take candy from strangers, and monitoring their internet usage.  You wonder if you are doing enough.  You feel like if you follow all the rules and do the right things, life should be good.

Regardless of how much you try to control, you find out you really have very little it.  In a moment, it can all slip away, leaving you questioning if you did it all wrong, if you did enough, if you should have done it differently.  You learn that you love the child you have been given, not the child you thought you would have.  You love, but as time passes, you learn to love well.

Anna Whiston-Donaldson, mother, writer, and blogger, experienced one of a mother’s worst nightmares.  She followed all the rules to protecting her children without smothering.  It was a warm day at the end of summer, and she let her children play with the neighborhood children in the rain. 

Anna tells her story in Rare Bird: A Memoir of Loss and Love.  Her 12-year-old son, who was cautious and always followed the rules, was swept away in a raging creek, a creek that she had never warned her children about, a creek that was usually dry and had never given an inkling of a threat, a creek that grew into a monstrous raging river that day during a 150-year rain event.      

Anna’s story is also a journey of her faith in Christ – not a fluffy, shallow story about how He carried her through and gave her all the strength she needed, though He did.  She tells a story sharing her raw grief, emotions, and changes over the next year as their family dynamics were forever altered on this side of heaven.  She writes with heart and poise, gifted with words to evoke the reader to share the journey with her.  In the middle of her grief, she also shares her glimpses of hope, love, encouragement.

I found this book to be utterly heart-wrenching as well as enlightening.  I hope never to experience such depths of despair, but I do hope to be able to learn from others without having to endure it myself.  She helped me to understand what others may need in their times of grief, to know what is ‘normal’ as one grieves, and proves that after the darkness can come the dawn. (I received a complimentary copy of this book from Convergent Books in exchange for my honest review.)