New challenges erupted into our lives this week as my
friends Grace & Faith and I read from the September 8-15 in Streams in the Desert. Two of us faced or are facing results from
medical tests that have the potential to be ominous. My grandma, my last living grandparent, was
also diagnosed with ovarian cancer at age 89.
Then throw in the daily challenges (and joys) that come with raising
teenagers and preschoolers along with the mix of strained extended family
relationships, we find ourselves leaning on God begging Him to lift us above
our circumstances and to quench our thirst with His love and peace.
I don’t want to live a shallow life directed by my own impulses,
moods, and circumstances. I don’t want a spirit of hastiness, nor a spirit of complaining
and criticism. I want patience, peace,
and quiet submission to God’s will and way.
Yet sometimes when I need it most, it disappears as quickly as a the
falling star I glimpsed early yesterday morning.
The best way I know to do this is to begin each day on
the mountain with God where we can draw strength and sweetness to prepare for
the tasks of the day – planned or unplanned. It is there that we can draw the peacefulness
to accompany the nagging worries and pettiness of daily life. It is there that
He lifts me up to peek into the quietness of eternity. It is there that the purpose of God becomes
my primary purpose. Then I can move steadily ahead in the face of
circumstances, even rise above them to see the future where sorrows, seeming
defeat, and failure will be reversed.
Jesus draws me close in order to mature my wisdom, deepen
my peace, increase my courage, and boost my power. All this He does so that
through the very experience that is so painful and distressing to me, I will be
of greater use to others and give greater glory to Him. None of it is in vain.
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HI Paula! I love your photo here. I can see you on that mountaintop with the Lord.
ReplyDeleteI want to be so much better at being healthy, and it's a struggle every day. I'm writing a blog post about it too. I think facing our human-ness is such a relatable theme. Who doesn't fall before the problems we have? I know we should overcome with faith, but sometimes we need help!
I pray for you daily, and i know that you will overcome with him. You are so faithful, Paula. God loves that in his children.
Peace,
Ceil